Once upon a time in India.

Once upon a time, there lived a Princess. This Princess lived in a beautiful apartment castle with two faithful lions and a man with cameras for eyes. She was very happy there. Until, the King and Queen moved far across the beautiful, and sometimes smelly, ocean, to live in far off India. Eventually, the Princess decided to trade her life of arts and culture for one of farts and vultures; packed a suitcase full of couture and made a 2 day long dash around the world.

The Princess was very happy there. It was very warm, which suited her, and she could almost forget about the smell of urine if she tried hard enough. When she squinted her eyes and plugged her nose, she knew that she really did love her new kingdom. Even if it didn't love her so much, or just wanted her to shop at the jezebel emporiums.

But all was not to stay so tranquil. Her magic passport, which had until this time held her safe and strong, with a magic Visa inside.. Began to tire, and she realised it would expire on the 16th of March! The Princess was very dissapointed, as she did not want to return to her old kingdom, and did not want to be put into a barred tower where hair growth only promoted lice, not rescuing by handsome princes.

The Princess fled to the King and Queen, afraid and upset. The King declared he would do everything in his power to keep her safe, and the Queen, with her sometimes psychic powers, already knew that it would be alright.

The King tried his hardest, enlisting the help of two Visa Sirens, Meena and Priya, to send word out over all of the government castles that they needed to extend his daughters Visa, and keep her safe here. Meena and Priya worked all day and all night, searching for somebody to help.

Soon a magic scroll arrived and the Princess drew hope - India did not mind if she stayed, she must only go to "The Ministry of Foreign Affairs" to seek Mr. Lal's approval. This, unfortunately, was a task that she must complete herself, although they allowed the Queen to come for moral support.

So, at noon on the designated day, the Princess rode confidently out on a white steed with her mother in tow. (Actually an old white volvo. Steed it is.) They raced to the office, the Princess soon discouraged by the double talk and empty promises sprouted by the ominous Mr. Lal and his Reception gaurd. So, the Princess and Queen decided to go shoe shopping and eat mango ice cream to relieve their copious anxiety. They returned refreshed and newly shod to the ministry, and were directed to Reception.

A dark, dank little whole filled with greying souls and empty eyes that didn't care anymore.. Reception was lorded over by a large man with three telephones. Striding up to him, confident in her looks if not her brain, the Princess asked where she might find Mr. Lal. "Mr. Lal only sees people between 9 and noon!" the Receptionist bellowed. "Yes," stammered the Princess, "But we have an appointment at 2!". "I did not know of this, you must come back in the proper hours. Goodbye!".

The princess whipped out her trusty cell phone and called the number she had for Mr. Lal. No, he was on lunch, yes, he would be back in half an hour. The Princess worked on a hunch. "Is this Mr. Lal?" she asked. "Yes. Now I will see you in half an hour at F7" The Princess marched out to the gaurd and demanded to know where F7 was, so that she might wait for Mr. Lal. The guard, using the oldest trick in her kingdom, claimed not to speak english. Luckily, the Princess was not only beautiful, but learned and cunning, and could understand what he was saying in Hindi, which basically amounted to a lot of horse shit.

Out of nowhere, a handsome, blond Polishman whispered "I'll show you the way to Mr. Lal's! Follow me!!" The Princess and Queen took after the Polishman. The wound their way through the government office, going through back offices where still more people lounged, looking for hearts, brains, courage and passports. Sometimes they thought they would be sucked into the plush chairs and would have to wait for eternity under the dusty electric fans. But they pushed on, following the blonde man in front of them until he whispered, "We're here! There he is!".

The Princess and Queen stepped tentatively into a room, dusty and grey as a jail cell, but far worse. Stacked shoulder high were millenia worth of Visa requests, hopes and dreams turned into tea tables and foot rests. The Princess could barely look, could barely walk in. THere were no computers, no fans, just 8 men at desks arguing over carbon paper and doomed to push files from one side of the desk to the other forever.

At the back of the room in front of a curtain (that we did not look behind) sat a man, startling in his resemblance to the Karate Kids grandfather (but Indian), yelling into his phone. He was yelling at his pet Receptionist that he was supposed to let us in. The Princess defiantly pulled out her security badge and marched up to the desk. "Mr. Lal, " she almost shouted, "I need your help."

"Yes," snivelled Mr. Lal, "You do. But first Princess, you must promise me three things. One - that you will tell your Visa office that we accomadate Canadians by taking them in late, they should accomodate us. Two - My one daughter lives in Canada, my other daughter wants to visit her, you must get her a Visa. And three, and this will be the hardest. You must wait here in this dusty room, and laugh at my awful jokes, and not succumb to dispair when I say I'm leaving for 15 minutes and do not return for an hour."

The Princess drew strength from deep down, and simply nodded her head. She laughed at his jokes, she filled out all his ridiculous forms and sat, stone faced, while he left them to calcify in the dirty horrible room. At long last, Mr. Lal returned, surprised to find them there, more so to find frozen smiles still on their faces. "These Canadians," he thought, "They are far too nice." Finally defeated, he granted her another 3 months in India, and told her to proceed to the FFRO office to get the Visa.

The Princess glanced at the clock. 3:15. The office was closed! Mr. Lal, impressed and moved by her looks if not her brain, felt some part of his heart melting, and called the office to ask them to remain open for them! The Princess and Queen raced out of the awful office, unable to spot the beautiful Polishman, into the open air and back onto their noble steed.

They raced across the city, dodging cows and beggars and potholes, to arrive breathless at the FFRO office. They ran in, to find a small little man singing instructions. "We are closed. Closed at 3. Come back tomorrow if you want to see." " We are here for inspector Bishct!" yelled the Princess, emboldened by her previous success. The little man pointed to a desk, who spoke amazing words. "Give them the forms."

The Princess filled out the forms with much aplomb, and was directed to line 5. There were babies screaming and people blank with waiting for eons. It was all she could do to sit and laugh with the Queen at the man who appeared to be sleep working at the head of line 5. Finally, he called her up and handed her a completed visa. The Princess was so excited, they paid and left immediately, returning home triumphant and relaxed.

From this point, the Princess knew that she could do anything. She had been to the very heart of Indian government, and survived. She had stood up to bad jokes and interminable waits, crying babies and lewd stares. She had even found time to shoe shop and eat Mango Zap ice cream in between!

And she knew, deep down, that she would always have a very soft spot for Polish people. That night, she said a little prayer for her Polish saviour, hoping that he too would someday get what he was looking for from Mr. Lal.

And with that.. She fell asleep.

Barely Legal

So as of midnight tonight, my visa expires. We're in a mad scramble to get it renewed today. I've just gotten a letter from the Ministry of External Affairs stating that they don't have a problem with me renewing my visa from within the country, and now my mum and I have to go down to the Indian Visa office and beg them to do in a few hours what usually takes a couple days. Good GOD. I'm not entirely sure how I get myself into these troubles, but I must have been pretty nasty to some previous boyfriend to have this kind of karma. So rest assured all you slighted men - you've had your revenge.

The stress has been causing a plethora of strange dreams - be it building a homeless shelter with my friend Matt and the rapper Jay-Z (who proceded to fall in love with me.. of course... Damn you Beyonce.. he doesn't want that much junk in the trunk..), or running an Amazing Race with Bryan, wherein we were the two most cut throat competitors in history. I vaguely remember stealing a Vietnamese long boat. I'm not sure what it all means, other than I should probably stop eating chocolate before I go to bed, and stop brushing my teeth with local water.

Before I forget to mention, SEA, thank you for your wonderful offer. There is nothing that I miss or need too terribly, just that you offered was enough. Know also that if you want anything from here (and that goes for anyone) that it's so easy for me to send it to you. So please, don't hesitate to ask.

Alright lovelies, I'm going to get my mother and head to the visa office. (For some reason, in my mind, it really does deserve capitals.. Visa Office. It's some strange, forboding place that seems to loom so large.. Knowing India, it probably doesn't loom at all. ;-) Wish me luck!

How come PETA hasn't heard about this..

And how can I tell them? This is friggin' hilarious, and made my entire week. www.savetoby.com

Hey Baby.. Ever kiss an illegal alien??

Ok - so due to some totally unforseeable (yet at the same time preventable - I'm told) events, I might have to leave the country tomorrow until I can get my visa renewed. It was one of those "Hey, you have a funny passport photo. And hey - your visa expires soon" kinda events. (Does that fly with anyone? It was a little more complex than that.. but above situation could have totally happened.) So, as a result, I might get to go see Sri Lanka for a bit. (Hmm.. it kinda sounds like I'm being shuttled out to have a baby somewhere else.. but it really is a visa problem!!) I'm trying to refrain from having phrases like "flee the country" "deported in the middle of the night" and "inevitably fell into the sex trade" run through my mind - but it's way cooler if I get to tell that story. (Maybe minus the "sex trade" part.) Rather than "to avoid being killed by the avalanche of paper and twisting her poor fathers back doing diplomatic backflips for his daughter". Cause really.. haven't you always wanted to flee the country? At least I get to do it with an iPod and a big purse.. grabbing only what you can carry is so passe. Talk to you soon - hopefully! Love you all, will try keep you updated.

PS - No really, how do these things HAPPEN to me?

Tender Disclaimer

It appears that I was a little harsh on the two puppies, as Bryan pointed out with a hurt look this evening. They are smelly, and nothing takes away the fact that they're ghetto Delhi dogs - BUT... They are really friendly, have sweet little personalities (Tess crawls around like a snake all the time and Jack seems to have a built in spring) and are super affectionate. Sure, I'm one undergarmet short because of them, but would I trade that for finding said undergarmet over Jack's head like an eyepatch? Not anytime soon. *smile* And you know, since I stepped in all that pee, my feet are feeling softer...and my legs are a little more defined after chasing them all over the house. So really - even Delhi dogs have a silver lining. Even if it's just that they taste good on the barbeque..

Out Damn Spot! Shoo!

Like all good stories, this one starts with a mildly irrational phobia. I get really scared living totally alone for the first little while, and turn into one of those OCD people who check on the locks 3 times a night. Never mind the fact that I had a gaurd, a big front gate, and two dogs to protect me. That's where the irrational part comes in.

Lucky for my sanity, this usually goes away after a few days. But what definately helped, was the fact that my bedroom door at Bryan's has like, 10 locks on it. So I felt even better locking me, my cell phone, two dogs and my honour in at night. Until about the third day, when I realised on the outside of the door, stuck so pertly into the locks - were the keys. Instead of dwelling on my own stupidity, I simply took the keys out and placed them so neatly onto the bedside table.

Thursday afternoon, after returning from a day out, I hung my shopping bag on the bedroom door, and let the puppies loose. Seizing the chance to wreak more havoc in my life, they ran straight for the shopping bag, and slammed the bedroom door while tugging on it. Locking all my clothes (save the ones I had just put into the washing machine, after having changed into pj's) my books, the shower, the painkillers.. into the bedroom. It was like slow motion - running towards the dogs, yelling at them, them pulling even harder on the door, it clicking shut.. Damn.

So this is like, 6 o'clock. The gaurd doesn't get there until 8:30. So I have to wait, and try all the spare keys I can find out in the open in this door. This, of course, leaving ample time for me to worry. So I decide to venture outside, seeing if maybe I can open one of the windows in the bedroom. At which the dogs think I'm a much maligned intruder, and have me dancing all over the backyard trying to avoid stepping in dog crap.

The gaurd finally gets there, and I have to find something to wear. I substitute a bathing suit for bra and underwear, and it's a good thing too. Because the only pants I had were the wet ones I had to pull out of the washing machine. Luckily I had a somewhat normal shirt in my purse. So it basically looked like I had just waded across a river to get there when I asked the gaurd for his help.

So he started calling superiors, who called the embassy, who told me they would send somebody to pick the lock. Ten minutes later, a Sikh midget and two Indian giants arrive. No word of a bloody lie, they look like they are straight from the Bollywood version of The Wizard of Oz. It didn't help that the midget was wearing an enormous bright yellow turban. It was completely surreal. They take one look at the lock, and begin to hammer at it with what looks like a rubber mallet and a railway tie spike, until the lock pops out the other side, leaving a neat little hole. And the door completely sheared off on the inside. To which they smile, and turn to leave. So I, in hysterics, ask when exactly this will be fixed. And they say tomorrow. Which could me next year.

Amazingly, the carpenter does arrive the next day. At 7 in the morning, when I'm still trying to decide if the previous evening was a dream. It wasn't, because this toothless old man takes one look at the door, another at me (still in my bathing suit, and now with a nasty case of bed head) and leaves to call his supervisor. Who informs me that I'll need a new door.

By this point, I've given up hope on pretending this didn't happen. Especially when there are pieces of door everywhere and the maid hasn't shown up. And won't show up again. So, instead, I get to revel in choosing a new bedroom door and imagining various vicious things to do to the puppies. None of which come to fruition, because as soon as Bryan walks in the door the next morning - the puppies act as though they could never even have had the notion to be bad.

So it's done. My week of dog sitting, living alone, pretending to be responsible, my phobia of intruders. The door will be replaced "next week", and the regular maid came back this morning, and has no doubt already had a heart attack looking at the shape of her poor house.

And I just found out that in Nagaland, they eat dogs. Particularily tender little puppies. Anybody want to take a trip?

Recipes Welcome

Immediately after I had posted my homage to Bryan's puppies - I walked into the livingroom to find why they had grown suddenly quiet. They have torn in half my favorite pair of underwear, and eaten a summer dress that I've had since I was in grade 9; that's made it across the ocean 3 times now, weathered countless summers, dates, spilt ice cream, climbed trees, rollerbladed.. And now has only one cap sleeve and a gigantic whole in the butt. Spaghetti sauce it is.

Here Puppy..

These puppies are driving me mental. Honestly, at some point this week, I began to sympathise with the people who ate dog, and wonder what it might taste like in a spaghetti sauce.

A little background on these mongrel barbarians. Bryan, looking for a dog to replace his inimitable Ace, stumbled (god knows how) across Jeevashram, a little pound outside of Delhi that houses just about everything. Hairless rabbits, blind donkeys, you name it, they've got it. In spades. Including dogs. So, being the righteous and upstanding citizen that he is, Bryan chose to take not one, but two, of the little Orphan Annies. Well, actually, a little orphan Tess and a little orphan Jack if you want to get into specifics.

Said dogs can only be described as.. "Delhi Dogs". Dubious origins (bastards no doubt), of mixed breed (there's probably like, 1/1000 french poodle in there) and certainly not of genteel nor subdued manner. In fact, Jack has adopted an adorable trait wherein when you tell him to sit, he leaps straight into the air. Oh! And Tess has her own trick too! When you yell at her, she flops over onto her back, and pees straight into the air, soaking herself and usually you in the process. The rub lies in the fact that the madder you get, the more she pees. Then you have to act like a regular Escariot and charm her with soothing tones out the door, until you give her a final what-for in the behind.

The gardener, bless his heart, almost weeps everytime he comes here to find his marigolds ripped quite heartily out of their pots and deposited neatly on the welcome mat. Or all of the dirt out of the planters, as Jack and Tess can't decide whether they buried something in there in another life; or if dirt just tastes good. It must, because they are constantly eating all of the potting soil out of the houseplants. The gardener is lucky there ARE any pots left, as I've noticed when they tire of fighting over who is going to bring me the masticated marigolds, they roll the pots around until they smash.

And they smell. God bless their little hearts, but they are just hummy. You can't wash the smell of Delhi dog off of them! My own little dogs sniffs me with some disdain when I come home now, and gives me a look equivalent to "You've been slumming it again haven't you?". I thought about giving them a bath, but honestly could only think of putting them in a garbage bag and filling it with water and let nature take it's course. It would drown the fleas too you know. Or maybe just tossing them in the washing machine. Best I can figure, I'm just going to wait until a warm day and take my revenge (for me and the gardener) with a hose full of cold water. Teach those little bastards to wake me up to pee at seven am! Like you can't hold it.

Because they do! They do hold it! They are Delhi Dogs.. they don't know anything else but to pee where they live! They go to Doggie Play Day on Sunday, and don't pee for hours, they have to do it at home! In the living room! Because god knows, that finely groomed American Embassy grass just isn't good enough - it has to be a nice beige burber, or how about some cherry hardwood? Much better.

I've got two more days to go here. Not that I'm not thouroughly enjoying the peace and quiet in the evening, or sleeping in such a big bed, or having the television all to myself.. (which, as I get older, is more important to be able to control to turn it off, not on.) There are just two snouts, eight legs, four ears adding up to two incredible pissing machines that I could do without. Until the power goes out. Then.. maybe it's not so bad. All I have to do is tell Jack to sit and yell at Tess, and we've got a full on eight legged assault. ;-) Have so much more to tell about my day, but must get to bed. The puppies will be up early, ergo so will I. Ah. Bliss.

Mornings Away From Home

I love Delhi in the morning. I'm currently looking after Bryan's dogs in another part of town.. and enjoying myself thouroughly. It's a little farther away from all the hustle and bustle of the main roads, and as a result is exceedingly quiet.

It seems like at the begining of the day.. Delhi just isn't as dirty. All the dew and the rain of the previous evening washes away any dirt that isn't seriously ingrained; and believe it or not, it smells fresh and clean. The air is a little clearer, the breakfast fires have gone out and won't be relit until dinner, the cars haven't started for rush hour. Even the noise is less. You'd think you were anywhere else.. except that the birds that wake me up in the morning are these huge green parrots. Then I smile, and know that I'm truly not in Kansas.

It's always a little strange, your first night in a new house. Everyone's house sounds different at night - so it was strange falling asleep last night to so little noise. (Except for this perfectly tell-tale heart alarm clock that no matter where I put it.. I can hear..) I was a little nervous being alone in such a big house.. I'm not sure how good the dogs would be in protecting me. They just roll over and pee when they're frightened.. So unless I have an intruder made of sugar, they really wouldn't be much help. Luckily, I've got a guard outside, and a fort of a house with ten locks on every door. So not even my overactive imagination could find a scenario wherein I was in trouble. The fact that I can lock myself into the bedroom helps too. *laugh* The maid was a little surprised when she arrived this morning, unable to get in due to the chain across the front door. Luckily the dogs alerted me to her presence by raising one ear, turning around, and promptly falling back asleep. Cerberus they are not.

I'm home for the afternoon, then back to the peacefulness of Bryan's. If it wasn't for those damn yowly dogs.. *laugh* Ahem. Just joking. I'm having a fine time - hope everyone is well. Sarah - Happy Birthday.. What is it, 25 years old now? You don't look a day over. Take care, miss you all.

Q. What's Black and White and Red all over?

A. - The keynote speaker at last nights Black and White ball, celebrating black history month, after making mention of the (and I quote) "Black marks on our history in terms of race relations". I guess he didn't practice in front of his wife. Or maybe she was laughing too hard at so blatant a pun that she couldn't tell him.

It was a lovely night. The tent was beautiful, the speakers wonderful, and the food palatable, which is a compliment unto itself. With things like ham hocks and 'grilled river fish' (I did not hazard which river.) and ' melt in your mouth sweet potatoes' it was certainly a fried green tomatos kinda dinner.

Everyone looked really lovely, my outfit came together nicely, and Bryan looked very sauve in his tux. Everyone pretty much adhered to the sensical "black and white" dress code, of course saving the Indian guests; who sported everything from red to aqua sequins. Ah, and our dear German DJ who wore khakis and looked like a little aryan soldier - solidified by the fact he kept asking us to take a "journey through black music" with him. I have to say, though I attempted to act as though this was a very plebian affair - I did have a very lovely time, dancing and drinking and smoking cigars in a huge white tent. It was so colloquial, so lux and vice to be on a baseball field-cum-ballroom-cum-time machine, listening to Dinah Washington and bemoaning the need for Joan Rivers to teach a few people about fashion. (ie - a bustle is not appropriate if you can already hide a family of 5 behind you.)

So today was primarily spent recouperating, cat napping, reading. My mother and sister returned rejuevenated from London, happy to be home, unsure if they were happy to be home in India. Took our dog, the neighbours jack terrier (we're dog sitting) and Bryan's dogs to the "doggie play day" at the American Embassy. As usual, the Canadian dogs spent time either completely oblivious, or trying to look a lot bigger than they were. All the half lame American dogs had Napolean complexes, and let me to believe wholeheartedly in pet psychology - and poison darts. My embarassing beagle spent the majority of time with her nose to the ground following everyone by scent instead of looking up and finding them that way - needless to say, between the dogs being concerned over her considerable girth, and the fact that she just liked to sniff butts - She was about as well recieved as a leper. That's my doggie.

Not too much on the go this week. Bryan is away at some "Jungle Warfare" thing - seriously. They've eaten snakes and pigeons and stuff. So I won't have any friends here this week. (That's right, you haven't miscounted. One friend, minus one friend... leaves me with no friends. ) I'm going to try and attend a lot of the galleries I've been putting off, and maybe stay at Bryan's while he's gone to look after the puppies. Hope everyone is starting their week with a bang, I miss you all. Will try to post a little more..and a little less erratically. Talk to you soon. Love always!!

I'll have the McTikki Aloo, hold the curry sauce.

It's a universal truth. Wherever you go in the world, McDonalds fries taste exactly the same. Whether they serve them with beer (Germany) or wine (France) - They taste like home, wherever that may be for you. Interestingly enough - the menu, is not. In a Hindu country like India, the sign saying "Absolutely no beef products used in this restaurant" pretty much sets the tone. We replace the Big Mac with the Maharaja Mac, Cheeseburgers with McTikki Aloos (potato burgers) and Fresh Salads with Brocoli and Cheese Curry Pans. It's an adventure everyday here. Thank Ronald MacDonald that they still have Coke. Because then I'd be really out of my element.

Explanations Welcome.

I wish I understood this country a little more. It seems like the more I read, the more I think I understand... the more I know that I really don't get it at all. I find that everyday, I have to just put it aside in order to avoid requiring a paradigm shift in thought just to buy vegetables.

In my world, perhaps a very western one, veracity and charachter and honesty are all very important things, things that make up who I am, and what I expect the people around me to be. Here.. that really isn't the case. I'm not sure if it's the result of the abject poverty, the "Get mine any way I can to survive" type attitude, or what... But it's everywhere. Is it vestigal? Is it a charachter trait of the country? Becuase it's still prevelant in the upper classes, who certainly aren't wondering about their next meal. If you swindle me, or steal from me, or lie to me, and I fall for it, it's my fault. And you should bear no reprecussion if I catch you, other than to laugh with me over my own stupidity. Everyone is very quick to forgive here, the swindling and stealing and cheating go nearly unmarked.

Is it a result of the religion here? The fact that, once explain to me by a friend, a bad life here is only like a bad day in our lives - you get another one to try again. With the belief in reincarnation and 2nd, 3rd, 19th chances - does it really matter what kind of shitty house you live in now? Mayhap you'll just get a better one in the next life. You can't take it with you, and you really can't change anything that's preordained and has a set plan.. so why try? I have a feeling communism would work here. We want better for our children, we want them to have more- schooling, a house. It doesn't appear that anyone wants to move out of their station here. Or perhaps, their idea of more, is just smaller and less noticeable than ours - bigger meals instead of bigger houses?

I'm confused. I wish I understood more, I wish I could have somebody give me straight answers; instead of those tainted with patriotism, shame or misunderstanding. I want to be able to wrap my head around this country that I'm living in.. and somehow.. I'm pretty sure I need an exponentially bigger head.

Lost in Translation

I went to the Italian Cultural Centre (right across the street!) yesterday, for lunch with my friend Bryan. The chef there has trained overseas in Italian cooking, so everything is pretty good. However, we found the small touch that reassures us that we aren't anywhere else but in India. The cheese cake had mozzarella in it.

5 Funny Things I Love About Delhi

1. All the men here hold hands. One of my favorite sights, that will be one of my lasting impressions, was two army guards lounging on each other holding hands. It's just the way it is.. it doesn't question your masculinity, your sexuality... It just.. is.
2. Some of the best Medditeranean food I've ever had in my life - I've had in New Delhi
3. The cows. I watched two cows fall asleep at either end of a parked taxi, and watched a bunch of men lift it up and move it sideways. I'll never look at another Big Mac the same way.
4. The kids ask which shampoo I use, because they assume that's why my hair is so blonde.
5. The amazing people I get to meet. For instance - I had dinner last night with the Pakistani ambassadors wife, who is a mountaineer and forest conservationist, and an Australian submariner. That's pretty cool in my books.

Soft Target My Ass.

First and foremost - I'm fine. For the most part. I still have Amelia Amoeba with me, and I'm a little tired.. But otherwise, I'm fine. Secondly, this post won't be as long as I would like it to be - mostly it's just going to have to be an explanation as to why I haven't been blogging, and why it will be a little different in the future.

Without going into too much detail - the job that my family does here is pretty unforgiving. We have bugs on our phone lines, our staff is paid to inform, we get followed, our e-mail is read, and our pictures are taken. For the most part, the interest is in my father. For the most part.

Now, because of my association and friendship with my father's counterpart in the American Embassey, the Indian Ministry of Defence has declared me a "soft target" (isn't that so misleading?) to gather information from and intelligence on. Like I know anything. (Which I don't. Just to clarify).

So, in the past week, I've been given a crash course on how to say, "I don't know", "I'm not sure" and "He's out of station.. and no, I don't know where"; in as many ways as politely possible. It would be interesting enough if I was just pleading ignorance.. But in this case.. I pretty much am ignorant.

For those whom I've been fortunate enough to talk to on the phone lately - you understand my frustration, and know that this is pretty much a breaking point right now. For the rest of you -I'll just fill you in.

Security hass been tight here, and not really getting any more relaxed, as I previously had thought it would. I don't go anywhere myself, and then usually not without my driver, or my brother. It's gotten to the point where I'm also having difficulty wearing western clothing here, it's pretty much just easier on my nerves, and my butt, to cover up and not be pinched so much. I'm not exactly a flaboyant, sexy dresser when it comes to daytime wear, and I'm highly respectful of keeping my chest and shoulders covered.. But I've now been relegated to Indian wear 5/7 days. Which is fine, it's easier by far I suppose.

I'm just finding this country that I love so much - is a little hard to tolerate lately. I'm in a very unique position, I realise as much - and as all of you know - I will find a way through, beyond, and above this. I just have to figure out how to do it in long pants and the occasional head scarf.

So - from here in, I can pretty much only tell what HAS happened, nothing that WILL happen, nothing about where we WILL be going or WANT to be doing or anything like that. I know that won't change too much for you, but if I start sounding vague, I need you to know why. It's journalistic integrity. ;-) The least I can hope for is the MOD squad at least get a good laugh out of my blog. So read on Defence Ministry.. Let me tell you what I really think..

One Bad Apple

Just a short note - infortunately, I've had to remove the ability to make anonymous comments on my blog. To those of you who leave pertinent, interesting, kind, funny, wonderful comments - I'm sorry. A single imbecile with little taste and poor grammer has been wasting my time leaving idiotic and ridiculous comments that I've been removing to spare you at the slivers of your life that you won't get back after reading them. Apologies.

Amoebas and Medias

First, a small update. Everything is well - I'm still trying to get over this Delhi Belly, which we now believe is some kind of amoeba. Is it wrong that I'm now talking to it like a friend? "Goodmorning Amoeba!!" Should I name it??

So I'm a little wobbly on my feet, and have trouble venturing too far from the house.. But otherwise, I'm alright. Busy, as always, helping Mum with all the upcoming events etc. I start security work tomorrow (Friday) with a little bit of apprehension. I'm a little worried if they're actually going to listen to a 5'2" 90 lbs white girl.. Mind you.. That means I'm taller and heavier than most of them. I'll let you know how it goes.

I was remiss in not mentioning my horseriding experience. All of you must have prayed extra hard.. Because I didn't have to go! I believe, actually, it was more an intervention of the Indian Intelligence Agency, which has a big say in what Col. Bhalla does with foreigners, than God - but heck, I'll take either of them on my side when it comes to horses.

Now - Camote, my dearest. It is one thing to have partial journalism. It is quite another to ignore the other side completely. Not that long ago there was an election here, wherein the BJP was touted to win by everyone. Every government in the world, every media source, had actually stopped paying attention to the election, the outcome had been decided as such a sure thing by the Indian press. The CongressParty won with such an overwhelming majority - that nobody knew what happened for a couple days. I wish I had caught this "journalist" on a bad day, but doing some independant reasearch has proven that a bad day is every day that this man puts pen to paper. The media in our country may not be the most even Steven on the block, but it damn well beats this one.

My day has begun without me, and I should run. I miss you all, please take care everyone. Love,

as always, to all of you.

This Ain't No CNN

Apologies, as always, for my delinquencies.

I have been recovering from a number of things - Delhi Belly, a busy weekend, and a lot of culture shock. There are days here that my mother and I call "Bad Delhi Days" and I've been having a lot of them in the past week. Actually, pretty much just "Bad India Days".

Fantastically, my weekend started on a high note - we had a wonderful cocktail party on Friday night, and I got to see a lot of people that I haven't seen for at least a year, and some new attaches etc. It was really pleasant, the food was wonderful, and the company even more so. Good friends, as always, stayed until the last, so until midnight we were hearing stories of rugby games and survival food and special forces and so on and so on. The stories that I hear here are stories that nobody would believe, if you didn't hear them from the people who told them. But somehow, here, stories of living on the plains of Africa, the jungles of god-knows where and eating something akin to a pigeon - all start to sound delightfully commonplace, and yet still retain a magic that I would be remiss in trying to explain. So Friday night ended Saturday morning, and we all went to bed happy and full and with laughter.

Saturday was a rare day, weather wise. The sky was perfectly clear, the air was smog free, and it was about 30 degrees. (Funny enough.. I found it a little chilly.) I spent the day with my friend Bryan, sitting on the porch reading in the sun, making cakes and drinking coffee. A very simple, perfect day, in simple, perfect weather. Bryan is getting a suit made at a place in Connaught Circus, so we went to have another fitting done - this little place really does astound me.

It's a sliver of a place, relatively unremarkable from the outside, except for the lovely maroon and gold sign. I'm not entirely sure how Bryan discovered it, or if it's just one of those places like Narnia, through the back of the wardrobe and you're into some place magical. It's got this huge glass door, which allows the beautiful, non-halogen yellow lighting to eminate out, not totally unlike a beacon.

Inside is creamy, smooth shiney marble and long, mahogany counters gaurding shelves of wool and silk and cotton bolts of lovelyness. Run by the perfectly patriarchal storybook father and son, who both studied tailoring on Saville Row, it is like stepping into another era, much less another country. There is always tea to be had, a seat for me to sit on, bolts of fabulous fabric to fondle. The one and only time I got to pick a fabric for a suit, I ended up picking the most expensive one in the shop. After which I was relegated to standing behind Bryan and only having an opinion, not a choice. (For inquiring minds - it was about 40,000 rupees per metre.)

The past times I've been there, I have tea with Ashok, the father, at his desk. I've watched Bryan's suit be assembled on him, litterally, with pins and tailors chalk and a flair that is unimaginable. I sit with Ashok and talk about language and the influence of western culture on India, we laugh about fashion trends and funny news stories. I feel, when in front of him, that just being near his talent and his laughter and his soul is close enough for osmosis - and I may very well absorb him, along with the smell of the wool and the tea and the dust from the chalk. It might be a British tailoring enclave in the heart of Delhi.. and one of my favorite places in my Delhi enclave of memories.

Sunday - Sunday was a bad India Day. Wherein I wonder exactly the point of textbooks, history, truth, honesty, kindness to your fellow man - it all came under glaring scrutiny, brought forth, astonishingly, by the..diatribe.. of one reporter. Who shall remain nameless, out of respect, not for him, but for those who may be invited to his home in the future - because you really shouldn't miss his wifes cooking to avoid him.

There are very few statements in my life that have given me a visceral, bodily, heart stopping reaction. Perhaps, because of the country I grew up in, the democracy I respect and the constitution I believe in - I have not had chance to hear such statements. I think that my throat closed on my butter chicken and my very brain and soul constricted upon hearing this, from a journalist.

" It is very difficult to work in India. Everytime the ruling party changes, I must change my idealogies. I must discover, again, who it is I have to suck up to. "

To which, after I choked down my chicken, Bryan and I both attempted to explain how in OUR democracy, the role of the media is there to question, to be impartial, on the side of the people, to inform of any and all events - not just those that portray the ruling party in a favourable light. How, even when the media might be a tiresome, loathsome machine - it is one that works almost with autonomy. His blank stare will haunt me for ages to come.

Although, after hearing more of what he had to say, I understood. Not where he was coming from, but that he was, in fact, insane. To over generalise completely, and apologies in advance for doing so - there is a very small chip ingrained in practically every Indian's shoulder regarding the British, and what they have, or have not done, for India. Picking up almost any textbook, there is not a lot of favourable light to be shone on the Raj, from them building a railway here, to starting exporting, to the traffic circles they implemented - the list goes on. We were told how they invented a caste of pickpockets, and how immoral that was (because, god knows, there was already so many invented by the Indians - if they were going to keep the people down, they didn't want any help from the British). We heard how there was a British created famine that killed 2 million Indians, and went entirely unrecorded by history ("And now, ladies and gentlemen - the Easter Bunny.") We heard how family planning is fully implemented in India (yes - we plan to keep having kids) and that the literacy rate is on the rise (only because it can't fall - and it's only on the rise because of immigration!).

It was disheartening to see somebody, who should have been out there, getting the facts, the truths - conceding that the only news he got was from other reporters, that he never really spoke with anyone in the general populous. And who led me to believe, that he is not the only journalist who operates this way - he isn't a lone ranger, a crazy ace, the exception to the rule. And this is, I might add, a distinguished, well recorded, well paid, intelligent (though nutty) young man, who can quote Wordsworth and wants to break the caste system.. as soon as he stops bragging about how he married up into the highest caste. My heart was broken.

But, today starts anew. It's a little chilly, and the rain has blown in full force. I've got a tonne of books to read, and can't think of a better day to do it. I miss you all - a little more these past few days. Take care everyone, and while you're at it, turn on CNN /CBC and say a little prayer.

It started with a feather.

I went to INA market with Roselyn today, and it was like, foie gras day or something, because about a thousand geese were on their way to french food heaven. And there were all these feather bits floating around in the air, and it tickled my nose, and I sharply inhaled, and a big feather flew to the back of my throat and pasted itself there. And remained pasted there as I did the "please, please let that goose have had it's shots" dance.

I can't sleep. My stomach is all aflutter with thoughts of feather mites. Help.

Sometimes I have definate negative feelings towards this country, like today when it rained and I really came to believe that it was held together by spit, shit and a couple good prayers, and today the validation date came and went on the prayers and everybody had to start spitting to beat the band just to hold their houses together. And really, can you really not wait another couple of minutes to piss in your own home, instead of on the side of the street where that scraggly ass bush is doing nothing to hide you? And really, we can see you picking your nose. Contrary to popular belief, I have discovered that it is NOT the national pastime - picking your ass in public is. And no, if you don't have the red one in small, madame does not need the purple one in large. And when I stand at the front of the line to wait, why am I invariably last if I blink? Just because there is an inch between me and the counter does not mean I'm waiting for you to go first. And just because I'm white, and haven't yet discovered the phrase for "Hey buddy, up here" does not give you licence to look at my boobs. Your women have breasts - hell, half of them even have back fat that LOOKS like an extra pair of breasts. Why are mine so interesting? If I see you kick one more dog/sweeper woman/piece of garbage, I'm going to snap. Use a damn garbage can, and have some respect. When is Tuesday not going to mean next week sometime, maybe on a Tuesday, but probably not the one you were thinking of?

I'm laughing while I write this - I suppose they all contribute to making India a place that yes, I shake my head at, but yes - I really do love. All the funny things, all the cow crap and queue jumpers and nose pickers and boob oglers. I really have come to love it all.

Except for maybe the goose feathers.

No, really. Out of my EARS.

Like me, the internet in India works only sporadically, and takes a lot of prodding when out of service for a while. It's up and working again, so I'll update you on my activities!

Monsoon season is coming, so the clouds have been hanging low and it's been raining at night and most mornings. It's getting warmer though, which conspires with the rain to make my hair perfectly flat and make me resemble a drowning rat. But it makes the aveoli in my lungs stretch open, filling them with warm, moist air. It's a nice feeling.. Until you blow your nose and realise the smog has turned it black. Then I really wonder about those aveoli. A country of contradications indeed. So I've been slogging through the humidity, bemoaning the fact the rain has turned my already shifty streets into rivers of cow shit and god knows what else - and trying to stay vertical. I've almost fallen in Sarojini a couple of times - I'm sure they just wait for me and my shitty sense of balance - "Look look, the snotty blonde whitey with the funny Hindi-French is back. Quick, break out the tea, she's headed for a puddle. This should be good, she's wearing flip flops again."

So, in between doing the "Don't fall, god, please don't fall" dance in the middle of the market, I've actually been accomplishing a few things. Well. Ok. So maybe in a former life I really wouldn't have considered these things "accomplishments", but here, with the advice of my mother, I'm taking what I can get. I've been invited to attend the Black and White Ball at the American Embassy, so I began the process of having my.. ahem.. ballgown made. Please don't laugh, it's not at heinous and toile-oreiented as one might think. It's actually a very simple, floor length black strapless gown. But I tell ya, I passed up lots of the good stuff - fuschia lining, a bustle, straps made of big fake roses. And, I might add... they were very surprised. Until I told them that no, I wasn't American, just pretending to be one for a night. To which they told me it would never work without at least a bustle. I'm going to take my chances. It was a neat experience, getting all those tailoring measurements taken etc etc. I had to take off my pants in front of the lady... and it went something like this.

*whoosh* (Off with the pants)

Her - "Oh madame. Those are the smallest underwear I have ever seen."

Me - "Oh. I'm sorry!"

Her taking my measurements was even funnier. Her poor assistant was quite flustered with my whole height-waist-bust ratio, and kept looking at my bra like perhaps I was holding extra shame in there or something. To which I squeezed them and gave her a wink.

My next fitting is on the 25th, I'll let you know if they talk me into any fuschia bustles. It is going to be a close call.

Now, I'm not entirely sure what's going on (surprise surprise) but Delhi is being invaded by Russians. Mean ones. And not ones named Tatania, who survive on cigarettes and the occasional potato. Ones that carry potatoes for snacks and are size 10's stuffed into size 2's and look like maybe their name was actually Vlad to begin with. They're buying in bulk (literally) at Sarojini, and are trying to steal my jewlery at Silverline! I was at the jewlery shop this morning to get earrings, and found these beautiful white saffire chains that I want to go with my ballgown. I actually had them IN MY EARS and this Russian lady took them out and put them on her tray to buy! I may not be a violent person, but I was about to go red on her. Instead, like a lady, I snuck them back and ran out while she wasn't looking. I'm going to talk to Victor (Mr. Almost Poshlust and I's all time favorite Russian DA) to see what can be done. Out of my ears? I mean really. The very least he can do is teach me "Back off ear toucher!" in Russian.

General Lucas was here on Monday for dinner, a very casual "At least you'll get home cooked food while you're on the road" kinda meal. It was nice. He's a very - down to earth guy. I can't see him in uniform, just that nice Cape Breton cable knit fishermans sweater he had on. Hm. Roselyn nearly killed herself and slipped and dumped a bowl of raita (yogurt, onions, garlic) on top of Maggie, our fat beagle, who thought that perhaps her prayers had been answered and yes there WAS food falling from the sky. We didn't even have to wash the floor. Maggie took care of it all and farted yogurt the rest of the night from under the table, where nobody could retrieve her from. I'm sure she was waiting for the rest of the meal to rain down.

Other than that - not too much going on. I'm falling deeper in love with my cook Roselyn, as the other morning she actually asked if I wanted her to blowdry my hair, as I looked so tired. *sniff* She makes me food, she sings me lullabys, she teaches me Hindi and now she wants to take on the only onerous task I perform in my day? I didn't let her, but I will after I propose, that's for damn sure.

This weekend is a busy one. We're having a reception here on Friday night, our house and family required to be in full regalia. I'm running another race on Saturday, then Sunday morning I'm going horseback riding (I'm still trying to convince myself they are just big dogs with big teeth. But all I can think of is Christopher Reeves.) with Col. Bhalla and Bryan, then I'm having lunch with him and a journalist from Outlook magazine. (Basically India's McLeans.) Should be interesting. Please, while you're all at church on Sunday, put in a little something for me. I'm so scared of horses. I can't even imagine what's going to happen to me. But when somebody calls and says "Hey, what are you doing Sunday morning? Care to go horseback riding with me and and the Indian army Col?" What do you say? "I'm sorry, I'm already playing elephant polo with the French. Next time!" Anyone with advice.. ?

That pretty much takes care of my last couple of days - Saphire stealing Russians, raita falling from the sky, ballgown fittings and the western "don't fall don't fall" dance. I miss you all, so very much. I hope everyone is well - thanks for reading. I love that you do.

Drinkers with a Running Problem..

An athlete I am not. But yesterday, I discovered that how you run, and how you drink, are two completely different, yet inseperably intertwined facets of the Hash House Harriers.

I was invited by my friend Bryan to participate in the footrace, himself having completed a couple runs in the past. Realising this was perhaps a friendly hint at the fact that all the home cooked fat laden food I was eating was indeed creating unsightly bulges in my usually sightly body - I uncharachteristically agreed.

Now, most of those who know me, are aware that my athletic talents are limited to badminton, yoga, a little bit of running, and the all important 50-ft fridge dash. I used to run competitively, obsessively - until I realised I really wasn't having that good of a time and I had legs like Renee Zelleweger circa Chicago. My get away sticks were looking a lot like toothpicks - hence a good reason to stop. This was about.. a year and a half ago.

There is an easy way to tell a serious, regular runner from the "weekend warriors". The flippant runners.. just look better. Our running gear gets dusted off every couple of weeks to combat heredity and trans-fats, or when the athletic look is in. Real, serious runners wear the grubby ass t-shirts and running shorts, and sneakers that look like they've fjorded a million Delhi streams. Now, the real REAL serious adventure/eco challenge people - you have to watch out for them. They generally look like the weekend warriors - with the exception that they appear not to need air, smell weakness like dogs, and would cut you for a protein bar.

Now -all this would have been intimidating - if not for their motto - "Drinkers with a Running Problem" and the fact that the run started with Jello Shooters and you're actually penalized for being too competitive. Hell, if I'm gonna have an asthma attack, it might as well be Grape Jello and Vodka flavoured. There was a Mardi Gras theme to this run, so we all recieved the prerequisite beads and copious amounts of alcohol, even an Indian wedding band played some music for us. Just when I was forgetting why I had a spandex wedgie and was in a god awful ponytail, we were loaded, Indian style, onto a huge truck and driven (not without great incident, bribery to the officials and a headache from the exhaust) - to the race start point.

The logistics are thus - Hares, earlier in the day, set out a trail to be followed (not a small feat when there are so many street sweepers in Delhi) . Then, the hounds follow the trail, and the hares, to the completion point. Easy? Hardly. Most of the signs point in one way or the other, leading most topographically inclined people to follow the marked trail correctly. BUT, the rub lies within the circle. Every once and a while, there is an indicator made of a circle, and everyone has to fan out into different directions and look for the next two points - upon finding them you have to yell "ON ON" indicating that you are back on the trail - and everyone runs after you. Now, at the begining, everyone fans out looking for the next marker. But strategic player that I am, I wait at the circle until I hear "ON ON" - or, alternately, just follow the people with the "300 Hash Races" t-shirts on. I figure they might know a thing or two. Because it doesn't matter if you're fast - there is no glory in finishing first, just in going the right way. Which, to me, sounds like a pretty good motto.

I'm not entirely sure what I expected a course to look like in Delhi - but I should have figured it wouldn't be anything like I imagined. Because it wasn't. Through markets, slums, down highways, through a deer park, past temples, rivers, up dunes and rocks and down hills - it might have been one of the best work outs I've ever had. And probably the only one that I've ever smiled through.

After the race, and the last of the walkers trickled in, we all went back to the original meeting point, where there was a party now being held - food, drinks everything included for about 200 rupees. But first - the call the Hares up, and they have to defend the course they laid etc etc, and have to drink a big mug of beer - and if you don't finish it, you have to pour it on your head. If you're a first timer, they call you up to be introduced and ridiculed and you have to drink, if you've been there 3 times you get a nic-name etc etc. After thats over, people bring charges against other runners - for being too competitive, for walking too much etc etc. Bryan and I got charged with being too chatty, and had to drink. I had to drink one because I was new, and drank one before I knew that we were going to be drinking, and had one too many grape jello shooters.. And realised that yes, I may very well be a drinker with a running problem.

What was so amazing - was how wonderful everyone was. Everyone wanted to know when they'd see you again, to welcome you, to make you a Harrier, to encourage you and laugh with you. The mix of people was perfect - business people, expat military, only 3 from embassies, friends of friends, people who run Hashes all over the world - it was simply the ideal mix of minds and hearts. I've never had a chat about Canadian Multiculturalism with an Indian polo player before, nor have I ever sung drinking songs with a Latvian film studies student visiting India from Colarado. But I know I will again - next week.

ON ON!

Bake it like a Bengali.

So maybe, just maybe, there is another reason that Emit hates me.

Anybody who knows me, knows of my plethora of food allergies and picky-ness. So it's really hard to eat a lot at other peoples homes, especially when you don't know the ingredients - or can't translate the ingredients. The first time I ate at my friend Bryan's house, Emit made a huge green salad with chicken - pretty safe. But everytime thereafter - he's made breaded something or other - definately not what I can eat.

Then (see if you can catch the jist of where this might end up) Bryan asked if I knew how to make a cheesecake, and if I did, could I possibly come over and show Emit how. Well, of course! Give Emit and I some bonding time, play with the dogs and keep my baking skills up to par. Hell, maybe I'd even learn some Bengali, right?

I show up yesterday to a very cold and angry Emit. Who promptly makes it very clear to me by hissing at me the entire time I'm baking that he's been a cook for 20 years, that my cake is full of fat, and "Sir" (Bryan) only likes his cakes, and won't like mine. So I just nattered at him in Hindi. ("The mean cook is in the kitchen. The cake is on the table. My hair is yellow. My name is Andrea. That is too expensive...") When I was finished, and explained that it would have to go in the oven for 1 hour and 10 minutes, I decided to take the dogs for a very, very long walk, until I was sure Bryan was home, or the cake came out, whichever came first. So, 1 hour and 10 minutes later, Bryan is home - and the cake is still in the over for another 15 minutes. The Bengali bastard sabotaged me!

He wouldn't let me take the cake out, and so I ate all his stupid food and told him it was good and he still hates me and now I have a tummy ache. And a bad cake in a friends fridge. And was angry until Bryan basically pointed out that I ate once, never ate again, then came over to give Emit cooking lessons. Ok. So maybe we could have gone about that in a better way.

*sigh* The mean cook is in the kitchen. The cake is on the table. My hair is yellow.....

Culturally Insensitive? Me?

I basically try out my Hindi wherever I am - it's really the only way that I can learn, and most people really appreciate it. Most. The odd time somebody will pretend not to understand you, or laugh at you, or mock you (believe it or not) they even asked my mother once if she was speaking French. But, generally, the reception is warm.

My friends cook, Emit, was falling into the latter catagory. Everytime I would say hello, or how are you, are you busy etc - he would just look at me blankly and walk away. Which, of course, only made me more determined; not only to have him like me, but have him understand my Hindi. So I've been slowly chipping away at him, and every once and a while garner a small smile as a reward.

Until day before yesterday, when my friend caught me nattering at Emit in Hindi - and pointed out that he was Bengali, and pretty much didn't speak a word of Hindi. And if I wanted to talk to him, I'd need the housekeeper to translate.

Ah. I see.

The Rain In Spain..

Two days in a row? I must be catching something... That, or I just really didn't do anything I was supposed to today. *laugh* That sounds a lot more likely.

I had my third Hindi class today - am progressing quite nicely. It's easier to learn knowing a few other languages to draw reference from, and it encourages me to expand in terms of linguistics. (And maybe improve my spelling.) I forgot to mention that there is a new student in our class - a 71 year old woman who has moved here after her husband died to be close to her grand daughter. She's from like, Texas or something. And my god. Even I have limits to my patience, and when she mentioned for the 10th time that the last language she learned was latin, I wanted to suggest she go carpe diem and get the hell out. I mean, I'm all for helping out, but I think it might be a linguistic impossibility to eliminate a Texas accent to speak Hindi. It's like friggin' "My Fair Lady" Bollywood style. I'm not trying to be mean, I swear, she's really sweet and kind, but I can only take so much more of her before I suggest her to Bernard Shaw for an update.

After that my mother and I went and did a little reconnaisance of the places we're taking the attaches wives in February. I'm taking my half to this wonderful jewlery store called Silverline. You sit on the floors and they bring you tea and big boxes of jewlery, of any kind you ask. I got into a really interesting conversation with this young kid, he's a jewlery designer (and graduate of some American Gemology Institute.. ) and the only Indian person I have seen yet with a facial piercing. (his eyebrow). He showed me all these really amazing pieces that he was designing, and my god.. they were stunning. My favorite was this 14k gold wire necklace with taurmalines strung on it... And I never knew that saphires came in so many colors! My mother bought me a pair of saphire earrings for my birthday, all these little drops coming down from one point - they are truly stunning. At any rate, they agreed to host us for this party, and said that with that amount of people, I can have commission in jewlery. Considering the pieces I'm looking at will set me back a couple hundred.. It's a good start. *laugh*

I got home from that, and I went to the bookstore for a cup of tea and to read my new books. I love this little cafe (Mr. Almost Poshlust and I have been there before!!) it's at the top of the market, so when you sit outside you have a lovely vantage point. So I had a fresh lime soda and made friends with my waiter, who said I had beautiful Hindi! Yay! It's working! *smile* Unfortunately, my time was spoiled by these obscene (litterally) Indian women smoking and swearing. Honestly. They were in about their mid-twenties or so, and the smoke wasn't the only reason the air was blue out there. They were playing "Sexy 20 Questions" (I kid you not) and the language was unbelieveable. Roselyn, my cook, says they think it makes them more American, more new age. Honestly.. I was embarrassed for them. It was a shame. Not because they were Indian, or anything like that. But because they were so rude and disgusting. I wanted to tell them to shut the hell up. This poor older Indian lady looked like she was going to cry. But,

now I'm home, listening to a little Radiohead and smelling my lovely mother hen cook whipping up something awesome for dinner. I think I'm happy today. *smile*

Hope everyone is well. Missing you all, despite everything. Take care!

Am I A Bad Person For Laughing?

See, if my days weren't so eventful, I would have more time to write about them. Isn't that a funny thing. At least you all know I'm living to the fullest here, even when the fullest is just reading book upon book.

This week, or the past four days.. has actually entailed filling out form after form, so that I can work here. Incredible the ammount of forms. I have to get my regular security clearance, then after a few months here, I'll get my Top Secret Security Clearance. No shit - it's actually called that. And I'll work in a place where they actually own those red "Top Secret" stamps. But for now.. I'll just work in plain old secret places. What a downer. ;-)

On top of that, I've been filling out forms to get cards for the Australian High Comm. bar, the British medical centre and the American bar. We're all friendly with them I guess, we all share barstools. *shrug* I'm sure there are amenities to each that I'll enjoy using. For now.. it's just another form.

Security here, as I may or may not have mentioned, is pretty tight compared to anything else I've experienced. Everytime you enter the compound you have to go in through one gate, then are stopped, and your car is searched for.. whatever they want basically. They look underneath with mirrors, they check the engine, stuff like that. Well. I went to the American Embassy in a car the other day.. and I've never seen anything like it. They wave you into the containment area (in your car) and a huge concrete block raises in front of the gate. (So you can't plow through I suppose). They do all the same stuff that they do at the Canadian gate (mirrors, under the hood, under the body, look inside the car), then they take a swab of you gas tank, one of the perimeter of your car, one of your steering wheel, and one of your hands. And you have to wait until the chemical anylisis comes back. Then the concrete barrier drops, the road spikes retract, and you roll in. And this is in India.

God Bless Canada.

Everything is well here, everyone busy with work and school and such. I'm waiting, like I said, for my security clearance; to start work. It's been nice to have the time off, but I wouldn't mind doing something just a little more constructive. It's been a titch insecure in Delhi lately, so I basically have to take my driver or my bodyguard brother with me wherever I go, which isn't conducive to spending hours in tea shops or book stores or art museums. To tell the truth, I'm feeling a bit claustrophobic in the compound. But when my dad is adamant about not going out alone, even in the day time.. You know he knows something. (Last year an Australian woman was killed with a screwdriver to the eye - what can I do but listen?) So for now, I'm a little limited in my movements. It's somewhat difficult to live on compound. I know I make it sound like club med, and granted, it really is beautiful. But there are some drawbacks. All house phones are tapped, and everything is listened to. Our house has many listening posts and cameras, even our internet is screened. All the staff (domestic, and the ones that work on the general compound) are all paid to inform on actions and whereabouts, stuff like that. It's harder for my family, because we're basically the only military here - everyone else is civilian. I'm sure I'll get used to it, but for now.. I feel really.. odd about it.

Hindi classes are going well, I can write about 100 words in script, and my vocabulary is expanding rapidly. Given, its expanding in strange directions (I know all the colours and animals.. but not how to say spoon or swear) and my greatest knowledge is in the shopping vocabulary department.. But hey. It's all usefull. *smile* I've only got two other people in my class, so we go along pretty quickly. Really, the only challenge for me is getting up at 6 to make it there on time.

The family is well - My dad is really busy right now, some gov't official wants to come visit, and he's been given the relatively arduous task of organizing the security portion, figuring out if its safe. They also want to go to Bande Ache, so it'll be pretty crazy. We'll see. He won't let his daughter into the streets, but will he let an elected member of parliament? Hmm. I'll keep you updated.

Now for a little Delhi.. humour? I'm not sure. As you know, there are quite a few working poor here, some working at begging. The worst (for me, and I'm not sure why) are the little kid acrobats. They draw mustaches or freckles on thier faces and do back flips around you - it makes me really uncomfortable. So we were in Kahn market, and a bunch of Chinese tourists were getting off a bus to wander the market, and a gaggle of these little acrobats ran up and started performing in front of them. So generally, in such a situation, one would assume that if you were going to watch, you would give them money after the performance. Perhaps thats a western notion. Because the Chinese people began throwing cookies at them. Like performing bears or something. The little kids kinda stopped, looked to their mother, who kinda shrugged, and they kept performing. To which the Chinese people responded by digging deeper into their purses and bags... and began throwing toiletries at them. Mini-lotions, hand sanitizers, packages of Kleenex and lip balm, basically whatever you'd find in your purse. I'll leave it up to you to decided whether or not it's funny - personally I gave it a painful laugh, on of those "Oh my god I shouldn't be laughing because this is horrible but was that really a package of mints?"

Ok everyone, I'm sure I have more forms to fill out, certify that I'm really blonde, really Canadian or naturally beautiful, something like that. I miss you all, hope you're all doing well.

Ciao!

A rooster in hand..

Hello Everyone!! A million apologies for the lag in updating my blog. I promise I’ll be more diligent about it – My jetlag is finally gone and I’m into some routine at least, so I’ve got plenty of time to do this.. and don’t let me try and tell you otherwise!!

Where do I start? I can’t believe I left off so long ago… My father got back from Sri Lanka on Saturday.. happy to be home, but sad to be back to everyday things. I’m sure it didn’t help that my mother and him had to attend two luncheons one after the other. He seemed like he’d be content to just sleep for a while.

Saturday night a bunch of us got invitations to a club opening in Gorgon, it’s about ½ an hour outside Delhi.. so about an hour away from the embassy. I was invited to B-block, another part of the compound, for a little party they were having there, and it was really amazing. There is a tour of Delhi called 7 cities; it literally visits the 7 different cities that Delhi is/was made up of. And all the people that had recently finished the tour were at this party, a long with a few of my friends. It was lovely. There was a lady there who sings jazz at coffee houses, musicians, historians, it was a blast. Unfortunately, the night degenerated from there when the Marines arrived and started shot gunning beer. Ah.. Americans.

Monday was my first Hindi class.. A strange, though not unenjoyable event. Taught by a Finnish lady named Ini (go figure) it’s a pretty lovely class. Given, there are only 2 of us in it (a lady that speaks Farsi and I..) but we take it in some old Colonial bygone era house and are served great masala chai and cucumber sandwiches – perhaps the greatest coming together of all things British and Indian. I’m learning quickly, and can even write my own name and pick out a few things from the newspaper already. Plus, those all too useful phrases like “That’s too expensive”, “Shut up” and “Watch the road, not me”.

Tuesday was pretty lax, as Wednesday is Indian Republic day here and nobody works, so the kids were all looking forward to a day off. My mother is organizing another program, all of Asia’s Defense Attaché’s are here next month, and she has to entertain their wives. So our friend Ruth and my mother and father and I all went to Old Delhi to try and make up a little tour for them to see the best parts.

Every time I think I may not like India, or that I’ve seen it all.. I inevitably find my way to Old Delhi. It seems like no matter how many times I’ve been there, how many times I’ve walked by the same shops.. It’s more magical than the first time. Because we were with Ruth, she wanted to show us her favorite things, so we got to see a different part than we usually see.

We walked down Jain street, which was really beautiful. All the old family houses have still really been kept up to shape, or as much as you can in Old Delhi. They are truly beautiful, their front entrances are all painted and the marble work is just exquisite. At the end of the street is the Jain temple. It’s an interesting religion.. Though very difficult to follow I imagine. They believe in doing no harm to any living animal.. bug.. anything. They don’t eat carrots because pulling them out of the ground is too traumatic to the bugs that live around them, and most of them wear surgical masks so they don’t accidentally suck in any bugs while walking about town. It’s like the enth degree of vegetarianism I think. At any rate, it was really beautiful.

We had lunch at a little kind of hole in the wall… It was amazing. According to Ruth, Gandhi has eaten there, as well a many other important figures. Frankly I was most amused by the twinkling grape lights, but hey. ;-) The food was amazing.. Stuffed paranthas of potato, paneer (kind of like cottage cheese) and mixed veg, with these amazing sauces and dips. My favorite was this semi-spicy curry type one with hunks of cold banana.. It was so good. We had some tea, and carried on. Our huge lunch for 4 people cost us 3 dollars.

After that we were almost on our way out, but not before somebody asked if I was my dad’s younger Didi (sister) and a fine young gentleman had asked me to be his bride while holding a rooster in the other hand. Metaphor? Perhaps.

Wednesday the 26th was Republic Day, so it was fairly quiet. My parents had to go to a Parade in the morning (get this – the amount of Indian Army they have just on parade.. is more than double the army we have in Canada. JUST on parade.). Originally my brother and sister and I were supposed to go as well, but the security warnings got too high and we had to stay home. Luckily, everyone returned in one piece. Everyone was home on the compound, so it was nice to see everyone in the park and walking dogs and running and roller lading. What did I do on the 26th of January? Well, I went for a swim in the outdoor pool at about 11, then came home and suntanned on the upper deck of our house for 4 hours or so, then came in and watched Layton Hewitt move through to the semi-finals in quite the victory. I have never spent a better January 26th. I may have even got a little sunburn…

Other than that.. Not too much for the rest of the week. I have Hindi again on Friday morning, then my parents are having a cocktail party that same night (not that the two have anything to do with each other..) then it’s the weekend again. Where is the time going??

I’m settling in alright – I still get that feeling where I wake up and I’m not sure where I am, but that’s fading too. Like any city, and lifestyle, there’s a rhythm that you have to catch on to.. It’s just taking me a little while to adapt to this one. It’s nice to be back with family again.. Trying sometimes, but mostly just nice. I didn’t realize how much I missed them. My brother sleepwalks (and talks, and eats, and drinks.. it’s really quite amazing…) and I forgot how nice it is to have him wake you up for a chat at two in the morning. Kind of.

Alright, I’ve got to run, and get my day started, whatever it may hold. I trust everyone is well, know that I miss you and you’re always in my heart. Take care everyone.. talk to you soon!

Back to reality..

I can't believe that I'm at the end of my first week back in Delhi and this is my first real blog. I'm ashamed, I'm regretful.. I'm tired! I thought the jetlag (with the nine million time changes) might have reset my clock enough by now.. But apparently not. Instead with every breakfast of scrambled eggs I eat... I'm distinctly craving steak and potatoes. Apparently my stomach clock hasn't reset itself either. *laugh*

So, the day after I got here we were already off to the races. My mother has been organizing Mrs. Martin's portion of the visit here, so we got to meet the Prime Minister and his wife at a reception on Tuesday. It was.. dry (in terms of content.. not in terms of the copious ammounts of alcohol served to copious ammounts of desperate looking people), but informative. (Doesn't that kind of read... "Dry.. but dry." ?) Mr. Martin was well spoken, very everyman-ish. It was somewhat humourous that all the members of parliament that he brought just 'happened" to be Indian members of parliament. Given, the token older white woman and young white male were there.. but they were, funny enough, from the opposition. Coincidence? I think not.

The only remotely entertaining part of the evening was when my brother (my bodyguard.. *laugh*) and I stepped out onto the balcony as they opened the huge french doors, and a platoon of pigeons flew in to this high security ballroom. It was pandemonium, that my brother and I could just stand and stare at. Mostly they were just running to cover all the food. *chuckle*

My father recieved an award (presented in absentia to my mother) for his work in helping head up the DART team in Sri Lanka, so it was worthwhile to see her go and accept that. She's worked so hard on this program to entertain Mrs. Martin while she was here, it was nice she got to meet the PM.

Other than that.. Not too many exciting things happening! My mother and I went to INA market yesterday to get produce and shrimp. Anybody who has read previous tales about India will know that INA is a wet market.. They have these lovely little slopeing sidewalks that meet in the middle with a drain.. To drain all the blood and guts that come from the halaal butchers. It smells so strongly of blood and fish and meet, you'd want to faint.. but you wouldn't want to land on the sidewalk. On the up side, we bought just about every vegetable imaginable (brocolli, 10 pounds potatoes, cauliflower, green pepper, red pepper, green onions, red onions, cucumber, tomatoes, garlic.. and a lot of everything!) and it only came to 200 rupees. (about 6 dollars.) So there's the upside, the veggie market is nice... But you're only ever a few steps away from the meat. We were standing looking at spices, and there was a goose being killed.. and all I could think was that he sounded like he was quacking "Not me, not me!". *shudder*

So far.. those have been my adventures! I've made potatoe soup this morning.. (Much to my cook's surprise.. I'm pretty sure she thought I'd never seen a precut veggie in my life..) and I've got to get ready to start my day. Love to you all, I'll try and make this more or a habit! Talk to you soon.

Buy a Penthouse, get a Porsch, buy an Apartment, get an Audi!

This was really a sign at the Dubai airport, advertising the new towers they were building. But hurry folks, it's only valid until the end of the year! Also, there was a sign for the McArabia, grilled koftka, availible in a meal. Wow.

So, I'm here, safe and sound, nearly completely unpacked and still a little jetlagged. I'm going to have a little nap this afternoon, then it's off to meet the Prime Minister.. of Canada! Funny hey? I travel half way around the world.. to meet him here. I laughed. I'll give Paul all of your regards, I'm sure. *smile*

Things here are just as I remembered. The weather is very cool, and definately warrants a sweater. The nights are pretty chilly, not as bad as minus 40.. by hey. I'll take it. Not too much going on these next few days. I start my Hindi lessons on Friday, so watch out!

I miss you all, hope everyone is well!

Home?

Hello all! Just a very very fast note to let you know I'm here safe and sound, without much help from Air Canada, the French, de Gaulle airport, Royal Bank and the student Science envoy to Dubai. In that order! And interesting trip, nontheless, and will update soon. Just wanted to let everyone know (I know you're worried) that I'm safe and sound in Delhi, and running hard from jetlag. Much love to everyone, I miss you all already. Talk soon!

Curtain Call

Well ladies and germs, this officially concludes (for now!) the North American portion of our tour. Tomorrow morning, 9 am, I lift off on my way back to my family, and strangly enough.. away from my family.

To everyone out there who has tuned in, taken part and helped produce these amazing past couple of years.. thank you. I'm not sure what to say, who to thank - it's been such a rewarding and wonderful journey. How could I possibly say thank you to everyone who deserves it?

The Gibbons family.. what can I say? You've become a second family above and beyond what I could ever imagine. From birthdays and communions to Christmas and Easter... it's been nothing short of phenonmenal. I have never felt so welcomed, so loved, by any other group of people than I feel I have been by you. You truly have become another family for me, and no piddly ocean will stop that feeling. I become speechless when I even attempt to describe how much you mean to me - and from a woman who can extoll on just about anything - I do believe that is a very deep compliment. Thank-you.. simply.. thank-you.

Camote, my dearest. There is little left to be said that hasn't been sobbed, whispered, laughed or yelled. You are a friend above friends. For the past 2 years of friendship, nothing short of a novel could adequetly describe it. Please - keep writing, keep thinking - You are a mentor as well as a friend.. the two combined still knock me flat. For everything - Thank-you.

Mr. Poshlust. You are half my heart, my mind, my soul. There are slices of you in my wardrobe, my book collection, my art, my very body, my life. You are an inextricable vein that runs throughout just about every memory I hold dear. You are the reason that I believe in a god, and the reason I believe in myself. You never were an Almost. I love you, and I will see you in 9 months to continue our adventure together.

The curtains are falling, and my packing is not done. For those who have obviously been omitted.. Know that you are in my heart, in my soul, and in my memories. I take you everywhere, and will miss you always. Be kind to each other, take care of your mothers, and don't forget me. I'll see you all in September. Love to all of you.. Goodnight!

You Say Goodbye..

I've never had to say so many good-byes in one week. I suppose, in a way, it's a mark of good friends, that you have to say so long to so many people. This week.. I wish I had fewer friends, because I'm a mess, and in serious peril of running out of water proof mascara.

Camote took me out for dinner last night to our spot, Flavours. We had a wonderful dinner in our regualr seats, and as always had a good laugh. I'm pretty sure I ate more than him... but what else is new? Our waitress was really sweet, with the nicest Polish accent I've ever heard. Given, everyone there is Polish, and upon passing by the side kitchen door, I spotted a little Polish baba in house slippers peeling onions.

It was hard to say good-bye. Aquaintences I have many, close friends.. are few and far between. I can't believe I've known Camote for almost 2 years now.. Then again, I can't believe I'm 20 years old. It's getting harder and harder to leave people the older I get.. I'm so exhausted from saying good-bye.. and last night was the worst.

My dearest Camote- please know that you really have changed my life. You are my confidante, my sounding board, my teacher, my conscience... And my friend. Thank-you for everything, and here is to many more years of love and laughter. Please take care of yourself, and I'll see you in about a year.

Off to bed. I don't have any more sobs left. Take care everyone, talk soon.

But what you don't see.. is I'm wearing sunglasses.

Stella

One of those days..

Have you ever had a day that turned out just how you wanted it.. and you never knew at the start that that's what you wanted? I had one of those days today, one of those perfect, unplanned days, that's everything you never knew you wanted.

Chatted to my mum for a bit this morning, drove Mr. A.P. to work and tried to fall back asleep.. No luck, so I blogged and caught up on e-mails and such. I went to lay down and watch The Daily Show for a half hour.. and ended up sleeping for a good 2 hours and didn't get up until 12:30. My beautiful downstairs neighbor called, and we went shopping with my gift certificate, then had a fantastic lunch together. Roasted artichoke dip and delish veggies and fries at the vegetarian cafe next door to my favorite store. We had a fantastic chat, just relaxed and ate and enjoyed ourselves.

We then went to pick up Mr. Almost Poshlust and saw "Sideways" at the movie theatre. (I swear.. I've seen more films in the past 2 weeks than I have in the past two years.) It was amazing, and once again, I do recommend it. (Funny enough, the only film I've panned in my blog was Farenheit 9/11.. and it won the biggest viewers choice award there is a couple days ago.) Paul Giamatti has the most expressive eyes I have ever seen. The movie was made all the more humerous by the fact that we had a crumpet of old ladies behind us, who alternately giggled or gasped everytime the f-word was said. They kept up a running narration for so long ("He's opening the door.. he has a book.. he put his keys in the bowl.." ) that I thought for sure one of them must be blind. I dismissed this notion when 6 sets of eyes bugged out of their heads when a naked Thomas Hayden Church came running on screen. I really do think that it was just as funny watching them silently howl and giggle as watching the movie.

After that, we came home and relaxed in bed, then ate nacho's and rice noodle Kraft Dinner. All in all.. pretty much the most fantastic day I've never asked for.

Yup, this means it's time to leave..

Dave, Stella, Camote

No really, he killed the snake with a four wood..

Dave.. Oh Dave.

Please God, let that ceiling hold one more night..

Mr. Almost Poshlust

I think their job is being cool...

Matt and Colleen

Hey.. Wake Up.. This is Funny.

Stella and Camote

The Prettiest Gals..

Andrea and Isabella

Bye-Bye Birdie..

With far far less stress than last time, we had our first, very sucessful party this Saturday night. Friends and pseudo family came out in force to say good-bye (20 people in our tiny apartment!) and it was just lovely. Looking around my apartment, I've never been so proud of the group of people I gladly call friends. Photographers, band members, viola teachers, parents, actors, singers, readers.. The list goes on. We ate, we drank, we made completely merry, and I couldn't possibly forget the night if I tried. The next morning, our house just looked so..loved. Wine glasses everyone, food eaten, forgotten e-mail addresses and baby bibs. You could still almost see everyone laughing and smiling and drinking. Thank you for the wonderful gift certificate to Artworks, it will be spent promptly and wildly unwisely. Again, thank you to everyone who came out on Saturday, you truly are the best friends a lady could wish for.

Of course, it was a little sad. It was even worse on Sunday evening to say goodbye to Mr. Almost Poshlust's family, where I managed to hold everything in until his mother started crying. I mean, I'm a smooth operator no doubt.. (right) but when she starts crying, I'm toast. Then to say goodbye to the little girls.. And Arlene. I just about choked. I can't imagine not being there anymore for family gatherings, to see the kids get bigger every time I walk through the door... *sigh* Well, the perks are that the kids will have good things to take to show and tell. There's nothing more I would have liked at that age then to get snail mail from another country.. Hopefully they'll feel the same!! They got me this beautiful journal and a huge gift certificate to Nokomis, my all time favorite store.. Which I will promptly spend today.

Otherwise, this weekend we just spent relaxing in bed, eating party leftovers and talking. We watched Napoleon Dynamite on Sunday.. I do recommend it. It might be the saddest comedy that I've ever watched, and yet I loved him so much I really would date him. Swear. He was the cutest thing since lunchables. Please see it. *smile* Also watched Garden State, which I also enjoyed. Zach Braff really is a talented guy, and a great actor. Anyone who's ever taken an anti depressant must see this movie. Well.. the rest of the world should too. If just for the pet cemetary scene.

This week itself is fairly busy, as can be expected. I'm still trying to get packed and organized with as little trouble as possible, and it's getting harder. How am I supposed to fit my life in 170 pounds of luggage, a small carry-on and a purse? Lord help me and the baggage handlers from slipped discs.

Hope everyone is well, I'll keep updating as much as I can, then we'll be silent from the 15th to the 19th as I make my way and attempt to sleep off the jetlag. Thinking of you all, and again, thank you to everyone for Saturday and Sunday night. I've never felt more loved.

What?!

Believe it or not.. this is my last weekend here. I can barely think it, it makes me so sad. Sad to leave here.. Excited to be with my family again. I just hate that it's my last weekend.. Weekends are so precious to Mr. Almost Poshlust and I.. and this is our last one together for a long time. How did that happen?

We've got a relaxing day planned tomorrow, then tomorrow night we're having a little soiree, very relaxed little get together of our friends to say goodbye all in one go. It's easier that way, then I don't have to try and see everybody in the little week that I have left. That one is reserved for Mr. A.P, and soaking up as much of him as I can.

I guess I really don't have too much to say.. Just wanted to let you all know that I'll soon be posting from India! I'll keep everything as updated as I can, but I know for a fact service is bad there.. Hope all of you are enjoying the new year! Will talk more soon.

Line Learning

So I never knew this, and thought maybe somebody else would find this interesting. We all know a group of fish is a school.. but did you know a group of rhinocerous is a "crash"? Or that a bunch of porcupines is called a "prickle"? Or that a lot of owls is called a "parliament"? I things you learn in line at Chapters never cease to amaze me.

A Great Winter Dessert

Gluten Free Vegan Apple Crisp

I really love this recipe. Since most apple crisps have oats (gluten) and wheat (gluten) its tough for me to find one that not only tastes good, but is easy to make. So, with a few trials and errors, I made one myself. Plus, with no eggs or butter, it's vegan safe. Which my downstairs neighbor appreciates.

5 cups sliced tart apples (granny smith are great)

2/3 cup of almonds

1 cup of graham flour

1 cup gluten free graham cracker crumbs

1 1/2 cups of brown sugar

2 teaspoons cinnamon

1 cup of whey free margerine.

8" by 8" dish

1. Peel, core, slice apples; fairly thin.

2. Combine all dry ingredients in a mixing bowl.

3. Add drops of margerine a pinch at a time and mix in with hands until crumbly.

4. Sprinkle mixture onto apples, mixing in with apples and over apples, pat down firmly.

5. Bake for 30-45minutes, until apples are tender and topping browned.

6. Serve with ice cream (soy ice cream for the vegans!) and enjoy!

Top Albums of 2004

In relatively no order..

The Roots - The Tipping Point

Beautifully hip hop, smart, sweet, hard and rock-out-able. A little bit softer than other albums and perhaps a tad more sensitive.

Best Track - "Star" & "Why"

CocoRosie - Maison de mon Reve

A romantic mix of hip-hopera and drippy sinks. Recorded by two sisters in a Paris bathroom, with rattling gold chains for percussion and occasionally what sounds like a toy cow. If I was organizing these by preference, this one would be first. An amazing, all too rare album.

Best Track - "By Your Side"

Savath and Savalas - Apropa't

Another Scott Heron alias (Prefuse 73 etc etc), very sexy, very foreign. Tailor made for kissing somebody who doesn't speak English, or smoking on the balcony on a hot day.

Best Track - "Te Quiero Pero Por Otro Lado"

Sarah Slean - Day One

If I was so inclined to be a groupie, I might have to follow Sarah around. Hip, funny, well dressed... Oh, and the girl can sing. This album has a couple stellar stand out singles (Day One) but gets better every listen. A mix of pop, rock, accoustic guitar, a little girl angst and some damn catchy music. Mr. Almost Poshlust's favorite album of the year. (I'm betting)

Best Track(s) - "Pilgram" & "Lucky Me"

Usher - Confessions

Ok. So I'm a little ashamed of this. But honestly.. It's a good booty shakin' time. And who doesn't love an album full of apologies? I know I listen to it when I want one. It really doesn't matter who it's coming from.

Best Track- "Bad Girls"

TV on the Radio - Desperate Youth, Bloodthirsty Babes

I don't know if there is a way to describe this album. Polished, incredible production (thanks to David Sitek - produced Yeah Yeah Yeah's), with this crazy inflection of soul that could only come out of two neighbors from Brooklyn. A strange almost barbershop quality with a beautiful man singing falsetto (always sets my heart on fire). Intelligent and strange, and ultimately beautiful.

Best Track - "Ambulance" & "Don't Love You" & "Wear You Out"

Leave me a message here and I can mail (snail mail!) you a custom made cd, just for you. *laugh* No really. Listen to these albums. You'll be all the better for it.

World Aid Unintentionally Feeds India's Poor

They have quite a bit of aid flowing into India and surrounding areas due to, of course, the much maligned tsunami. The aid workers are having a hard time directing aid to the victims of the tsunami, because they can't differentiate between the recently poor and the vestigally poor. So, as a direct effect, they're handing out aid to everyone, not just "those who need it". Call me crazy, but if I live in a hut selling 3 fish a day and you live on the side of the road begging three fish a day.. Does that much really seperate us from needing some shitty biscuits and bottled water? God damn. We're accidentally feeding a larger majority of the poor people than we intended. Only feed the ones that are tired, poor and wet. Forget the ones that are dry.

Waiting for the New Year..

So far.. So good.

I can't believe another year has come and gone... Does it officially qualify me as stodgy and old when I say that? Or do I have to start realizing my parents life advice was actually relevant before that happens? At any rate - it's 2005. One day down.. A bundle more to go.

Our new year was rung in in a suitably posh fashion. Mr. Almost Poshlust and I went to our local neighborhood restaurant (actually voted one of the years best new restaurants in Canada) Culina, where we had fantastic food and great company. We had our favorite, and actually our only, waitress there, Franc. We've never had anyone else, and I'm glad. I wish we could leave her million dollar tips, her service really is 1/2 the reason we go there. That.. and she's pretty. *chuckle* Mr. Almost Poshlust had a chocolate and blue cheese covered steak with dirty mashed potatoes, and I had scallops and cocoanut rice with sweet black bean sauce.Her and the staff bought us dessert, (warm chocolate fudge cake with cappuccino ice cream and sour cherry sauce.. ) and we left feeling happy and full. She left for Peru this morning at 6am.. so all the best to her!

We returned home at about 11:30 to watch home and garden television and doze in bed until 12, which we very nearly missed.. Had a couple of sips of champagne and promptly fell asleep. Mr. A.P. managed to get himself out of bed around 9, I on the otherhand dozed and dreamt until about noon, which was fabulous. We spent the rest of the day drinking champagne and eating chocolate and playing crib at the kitchen table, and watching the Godfather. I think an entirely posh and appropriate way to spend the first day of the year.

It really was an amazing year, and I do have Mr. A.P. to thank for it. I hope he realizes how much he means to me, and how lovely he's made my year. I'll be posting favorite music etc etc of 2004 soon, I just have to get it all in order!! *smile*

I hope everyone had a lovely New Years Eve, and I send a midnight kiss to all of you. Best of luck in 2005, will talk to you soon!