For the past couple nights I've been meeting Bryan in my dreams. We sit, and talk, and laugh, sometimes we fix things, sometimes we don't. But I wake up feeling refreshed and a little better, having said all the things I want to say to him...even if he can't hear them. Some part of me hopes he's having these dreams too.
Laura and I ended up having the same Philosophy class together with Beach, my favourite teacher - so I see her 3 times a week now. We met up after classes in the afternoon and she took me out for Vietnamese food. We sat and talked forever..it was so nice. I forgot how nice it is to have friends - I'm so lucky that they don't forget me. She had things to say that only another woman would have the insight and bravery to say, and made me feel so much better. After, we went back to her house and watched Sideways and swapped music. She let me feel her baby kick..it was so fantastic! I can't believe that this little thing in her, that I've held in such an abstract context, in terms of BabyGap outfits and strollers.. actually reached out and touched me. I envy her, in so many ways.
Second day of classes - only Sociology today. No professor listed for this course - I'm hoping it's Boadu - he made my Sociology experience last term. Hope all is well with everyone. Talk soon.
ps -Listening to the news.. Scary results on "Who's voting for who". Those most likely to vote Fascist.. I mean... Conservative? The least educated, and old men with lots of money. Yeeps.
Laura and I ended up having the same Philosophy class together with Beach, my favourite teacher - so I see her 3 times a week now. We met up after classes in the afternoon and she took me out for Vietnamese food. We sat and talked forever..it was so nice. I forgot how nice it is to have friends - I'm so lucky that they don't forget me. She had things to say that only another woman would have the insight and bravery to say, and made me feel so much better. After, we went back to her house and watched Sideways and swapped music. She let me feel her baby kick..it was so fantastic! I can't believe that this little thing in her, that I've held in such an abstract context, in terms of BabyGap outfits and strollers.. actually reached out and touched me. I envy her, in so many ways.
Second day of classes - only Sociology today. No professor listed for this course - I'm hoping it's Boadu - he made my Sociology experience last term. Hope all is well with everyone. Talk soon.
ps -Listening to the news.. Scary results on "Who's voting for who". Those most likely to vote Fascist.. I mean... Conservative? The least educated, and old men with lots of money. Yeeps.
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