I had two fantastic kind friends give me fantastic kind gifts for Valentines - it really was spectacular. Ian gave me flowers and champagne and chocolate covered strawberries, I got Valentines under my door and in my mailbox - it was actually the first time I had a nice Valentines Day, a truly kind, sweet, candy heart day. Went for dinner with Steph, my brother, Ian, Peterson, Curtis - enjoyed it thouroughly.
Then Bryan and I talked. I don't know what more to say. I'm not sure if it made my day better or worse. But I can't really say for now to tell the truth. It's still.. fermenting?
I had a great morning - went to Phil. with Beach, then Laura and I went to Denny's with him for a couple hours and ate and had so many coffees that I think my eyes are jiggling. Had an awesome talk with him and Laura, and even more with Laura after. She's so wonderful - she centers me and makes my heart and my brain calm, she makes me believe that my life is worth living and that I really do matter to somebody. The fact that I matter to her... makes it worth it a million times over. I think they added sentimentality to that coffee.
Reading week next week. Yeeps. I'm spending it with Laura, whom I realise may be the one true love of my life. *smile* Looking forward to.. well.. reading. Imagine that.
ps - Look out, we're going to feature some of Laura's amazing drawings on here if she gets her butt in gear. Keep a look out.
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