Q. I was random blogging and landed on your site...you seemed so happy with Bryan. You said it was your fault, but you sound like a nice person that I am curious to know what you could have done that was so bad.
A. Thank you! I am a nice person. *smile* I'm not sure how to answer your question.. or really, while I feel compelled to answer at all, considering I have no idea who you are, and how to answer it to afford everyone their privacy.
I am happy with Bryan - despite the fact that we no longer communicate, I still think of him, and love him, and miss him every moment of every day. I refuse to give up hope (or as our joke runs, 'ignorance') that we will one day be together again. I know that sounds creepy and strange, but if I were to say anything else, I'd be lying.
I did make a mistake, one that I'm not proud of, and frankly, will not disclose here. But, rest assured that in Bryan's eyes it was severe enough to leave our relationship - and as those break-up guru's say, no matter what you have in common, if one of you doesn't believe in being with the other - you're missing a really important part. That's something that I think I'm coming to terms with now. I want to be with Bryan, but if he doesn't want to be with me, whatever his reasons - then I have to accept that, and there really isn't anything I can do but hope that eventually, somehow, things will work out. Until then.. I just have to keep moving onwards and upwards, with my life, my heart, and my soul.
A. Thank you! I am a nice person. *smile* I'm not sure how to answer your question.. or really, while I feel compelled to answer at all, considering I have no idea who you are, and how to answer it to afford everyone their privacy.
I am happy with Bryan - despite the fact that we no longer communicate, I still think of him, and love him, and miss him every moment of every day. I refuse to give up hope (or as our joke runs, 'ignorance') that we will one day be together again. I know that sounds creepy and strange, but if I were to say anything else, I'd be lying.
I did make a mistake, one that I'm not proud of, and frankly, will not disclose here. But, rest assured that in Bryan's eyes it was severe enough to leave our relationship - and as those break-up guru's say, no matter what you have in common, if one of you doesn't believe in being with the other - you're missing a really important part. That's something that I think I'm coming to terms with now. I want to be with Bryan, but if he doesn't want to be with me, whatever his reasons - then I have to accept that, and there really isn't anything I can do but hope that eventually, somehow, things will work out. Until then.. I just have to keep moving onwards and upwards, with my life, my heart, and my soul.
2 comments:
I think I owe you an apology, I realized after I re-read my comment that it did sound like a nosy question for someone to ask who does not know you. Obviously everyone has a right to their privacy, for some reason I just felt compelled to ask after reading your entries. I do apologize.
You are a great writer, at times I feel like I am in the middle of a Sophie Kinsella novel. I wish you all the best while you move onward and upward.
Not a problem - As you felt compelled to ask.. I wanted to answer. I could have just as easily ignored you. I'm sure that one day I'll blog it all out - but for now, I just can't hit the keys. Somehow, even when it's on a computer screen.. it's just too real. Silly, I know. But thank you for the kind compliments. Please keep reading. All my best.
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