oh dear.

I think I've pretty much just lived on coffee, my fake fingernails that I've gnawed off, and the occasional cigarette for the past 5 days. I forgot to have a cup of coffee this morning and now I have a roaring headache, bad enough that it feels like my head is going to implode or explode, I haven't decided which. I am so exhausted and anxious, and actually think my heart keeps speeding up and making me nervous. I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm getting the psycho feeling again.